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In my lifetime of making mental corrections (because this is the ONLY way for permanent healing,) there have been three times when I was consciously aware something wonderful had just happened. One of them happened this week, so I’ll share that with you.

The first healing happened in the early 1980s. I was new in my metaphysics study. We had an unusually enlightening class that night and I was processing the ideas as I walked down the stairs from the classroom to my car. Suddenly, an enormous rush of fresh air pushed into my lungs and went all the way to the bottom of them. Unbeknown to me, I had been breathing very shallowly. I saw this insurge of air as “inspiration” and I knew that the unfoldment of my understanding was coming along just fine. I have breathed deeply ever since that night.

The second healing centers around the wonderful Mother’s Day gift I received ten years ago from my sons - my first cat (and my very first pet of my own) Percy, who loves to sit on my hand when I’m typing. He was six weeks old when he came to live with me and he really got to me emotionally. I’d had a pet taken away from me when I was ten years old and I had emotionally shut down. I decided not to like pets. They just go away, so why extend myself to them? Percy wasn’t going away. He was mine to have and to enjoy. So one night, he was nuzzling my face and I said “I love you Percy.” The second healing happened. It’s hard to describe, but something inside of me “cracked”, fell away, and a more real me came forward.

My life has not been
particularly easy. There have been a lot of hard lessons and
a lot of disappointments. Because of this, I have become
skeptical about good things being in my life. When Mr. Man
came along and said lots of good things this week, I got
skeptical again because that is my pattern.

But one night I
thought - what if this man is really for real? What if he
truly means everything he is saying and you don’t need to be
afraid he is just blowing smoke? What if this man is
the genuine article? Would you then be capable of
letting him love you in the way he seems to want to love
you?

I decided, yes, I could let that
happen and this is when the third healing occurred. Again, it felt like a shell
cracked open and more of the real Patty was shown. I
thought you’d like to know about this. I don’t do anything specific to set this up. I simply continue to work on my unfoldment and badda bing, more good accrued. It’s my hope you find this inspiring for the path you are on. Keep on keeping on!Love,
Pat

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